why am i such a loser?I hate myself?

Question

Age: 19 yrs old
Status : High school UPGRADING
Problem: day dreamer and a very lazy person, wannabe
I am so sick of my life. I am going on self-destructive path.I hav problem in managing my financial, physical,mental life.I struggle wid all the decisions i make.I am so crazy about brand name stuff (Prada, Chanel, loui vuitton ,YSL etc) bags.The biggest spending which i hav done in the past 2 months is 300 bucks for marc by marc jacob glasses, 470 dollars for the coach bag.I am so addicted to the brand name stuff.Why ?because i would be participating in miss india 2010 contest . I am saving all this stuff for next years feb but the strangest truth is all the money i made came from bussing tables @ A&W.My parents are very nice i do free living, they pay my tuition fee, gas money etc.They want be to save my money 4 secure future .I am slacking off my studies because i wanna become actress(bollywood). I know i shouldn't be doing this instead of going to school. I go buy expensive clothes,bags.Why do i do this?Instead of doing my h.w or studying for my test giving it 100% i end up watching latest movies.I procrastinate in my studies so much that i dunt get up on time miss half of my classes( my parents paid $ 739) for one class. As i am over 18 and still doing high school ****.When i am suppose to go to school i end up going 2 the mall . My parents think i went 2 school.How can i be so sure that yeah i will become top actress in my present. Whats happening? i need help!What should i do?

Answer 1

I think you should stop freaking out about doing that stuff then.

(the shopping stufF)

Don't go for the brand name stuff. Take a step back and chill out.

You don't need thousands of expensive clothes.

Just get the neccesities, if you need name brand.

A nic shirt, cute jeans, nice shirt. etc.

Good luck. -x

Answer 2

Think to yourself for a long while who you are and who you want to be. Open a savings acount and put everything you make or get into that acount. Have a weekly spending limit of $25. Remeber things are just that- things. Maybe sell some of your stuff on ebay or if your really up to it you could donate it or give it to a friend who really doesn't have a lot of stuff. Balance your time make a schedule of your day and dont forget to say thanks to your parents. Dont forget that you are a smart independant person and that you control your life!

Answer 3

babe u are awsome just think of yourself as preppy and a shopohalic but its ok u can get through it

its not your fault you want the best for yourself!

Answer 4

I bought from this site before.