Drunk. Disappointed. What are friends for ?

Question

I went to school drunk today ( I have been drinking alcohol before school in the past 6-7 days by the way so it's not the first time, but I never had any problems at school ). My two "friends" from the class told today to my teacher that I'm not feeling well ( they knew what was going on ) and the teacher called my dad, he took me home and now the whole class knows that I was drunk at school, my teacher knows it too, . . . and I was just thinking: should I continue living ? Today I was so humiliated, so disappointed, and I know that I shouldn't go drunk to school, but I could control myself ! And damn it, what are friends for ? To put me in the worst situations ? Now how can I go to the school again ? How to keep my head up ?

A few hours ago I thought about suicide. It would be the best option. I just don't have any reasons to continue living now.
However now I chilled down a little bit, but I still don't know how to go on from here.
16 yrs old/ girl

Answer 1

First of all, we're the same age. Personally, what you did was obviously stupid, but you don't need me to tell you that. I understand that feeling of angst you have, why not come drunk to school a couple times? But apparently it sounds like you've turned it into a habit. Sounds more to me like your friends were worried about you. Think about it: if you kill yourself after something like that, it'll look even worse on you. Is that how you want everyone to remember you? Keep your head up and tell everyone it was no big deal. Joke around with them about, don't turn it into a big problem and ask your friends why they told on you. Figure out if they're realy friends who were worried about you or just douchebags. In 10 years, we'll both be 26 and no one will remember you for that.

Answer 2

You are drunk and you might not be aware of what you are doing in school so to avoid future problems, they might have told the teacher to let you go home in concern of you. You should not end your life because of a small problem and face it and move on.

Answer 3

You sound awesome. I wish I had a girlfriend when I was in High school that got drunk at school with me. But no it was just the guys doing it. Don't kill yourself. You just got in a little trouble. It will all blow over. Just don't drink at school anymore. You don't want to get caught again. They'll put you in treatment.

Answer 4

What you do to your own body is a personal choice. How that's looked at by others is THEIR personal choice. Since you live in a society with more people than just yourself, you adjust your actions to fit in with them.



Look at this as a learning tool. And fix your behavior.



Your friends are not your parents, don't look to them to fix your problems.

Answer 5

You want to commit suicide cause you were drunk and they sent you home? Lol are you kidding me

Answer 6

suicide..never.......

try to meditate early morning...