I can't take it anymore. (longg details...)?

Question

These 2 girls have been sending me nasty text/ facebook messages since January. I don't know whats wrong with me. It's 2 girls that were my BEST (or one of my very few) friends, and I can't take it like I want to, i don't know I cry every day, and I don't know i have like 2 other friends, and I feel like I'm so stupid, and retarded, and I'm a freaking loser... I don't get how people can be so mean to other girls, I never really had a problem like being made fun of in class, there was only like 1 or 2 times. Here's why I'm even on here... I just I want to kill myself. At first I was just like I don't wanna die, but now I don't even care. I want to die. I've only had thoughts like this 2 or 3 times. Just go watch Cyberbully (an ABC family movie) that is EXACTLY how it is for me (well I'm only 13 so people don't say I'm pregnant, they say I'm gross, a rat, a freak, irritating, a *****... I haven't been invited to a birthday party since 4th grade, on my last few days of school I sat alone at lunch everyday. And I know it seems stupid but its a big deal to me, I'm in SEVENTH grade! I'm only a kid, stupid stuff like this is gonna make me feel bad. I'm so stressed out,.... please help me

Answer 1

Girl, hold your head high and know that you are better than these people. You've probably heard this before, but things DO get better, Ignore their messages, don't even read them, just delete them. Tell an adult, tell their parents, tell YOUR parents. There is hope, and you will be ok. You are NOT a loser, I'm sure you are beautiful and wonderful. Maybe these girls are just jealous of you. Girls are vicious, especially at your age. Try to make friends with boys if you can. You can also email me if you want to on here if you wanna talk further. I'm 21 now but I had some pretty similar experiences at your age, but life is great for me now. You need to just remind yourself that you are stronger than them, and a better person. They are awful for doing that to you.

Answer 2

have you reached out to anyone that you can trust?? parent?? friend?teacher? etc . you may really want to seek help. bullying comes in many shapes and forms. im 29 now--at 27 my 6yr old daughter tried to harm herself. it was really scary for me. so i can imagine how you feel--- i was soooooooo upset. i felt every emotion possible. but i never gave up on her.. the situation is resolved now but i told you that to tell you this:YOU R NOT ALONE and there are plenty of ppl and support groups to help you through this. i dont even know you but i am truly extending my heart and hand out to you. for any information that you may need. --any questions-- email [e-mail]

im also watchin cyberbully-- its a very deep movie

Answer 3

That happened to me in the 6th, 7th, 8th and 9th grade. I go to an online school now. i like it alot since no one bullies you or anything. people are very rude. I felt the same way.