i was so scared, and i had it plan and everything how i was going to ask him, but thinking about it made my heart beat so fast so i toke a deep breath and relax so when church ended i was going to ask but my mother was standing there, so i couldnt ask coz if my mother saw me talking to a guy, she would start talking to stuff, coz one day one of my boyfriend call i though she coz them out that day coz all i heard was screaming so i rand and the living room but it was all over before i got in there. the other boyfriend i had she didnt even let me see him becoz i want to go. so bad
and im afraid that it will be too late before i even ask him am 17 and he 18 and his and college so i get to see him once a month. so when i get out of school ill be gone too. so i need some avise on this